Tag: Mental health

  • I have news, not a lot but at least I’m informed about what is going on.

    I got an email from the mental health team manager regarding the whole s117 aftercare discharge meeting earlier. There wasn’t much I didn’t already know was going on. I only know from this communication that the other team has agreed to arrange a meeting… 6 weeks ago and they still haven’t heard back from the…

  • I can’t even get out of bed today.

    I don’t normally get depressed this badly. The neighbours dog won’t stop barking which isn’t helping. I just want some peace. I still have a headache behind my eye and any noise really grates my head. I normally at least feel like having a bath and changing into fresh pjs even if I don’t change…

  • I’m not ok and no one can see it.

    I just told my mum I wasn’t going to hers for dinner and apparently Christmas is now cancelled so I’m going to basically be treating that day like a normal day. No one cares that I’m suffering. I just get ignored etc. I’m tired of it all to the point where it’s making me ill.…

  • Unavailable until later this afternoon.

    I woke up feeling seriously hung over. I am only briefly awake right now because I took in my package after post person rang my door buzzer (seriously that is the equivalent to a drill to my head today). I got up to take a painkiller and drink water. Hopefully, when I’ve closed my eyes…

  • I’ve been better… just finished for the night.

    I was doing my mental health diploma course for the last few hours. I’m not feeling well. This course has really made me realise I’m still participating in addiction despite it not being that often. I still drink every weekend just to cope with reality. I can’t easily change reality so I have to find…