Tag: Mental health
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Very tired tonight… Uncomfortable to stay awake. I also have something that keeps popping into my head constantly that I think needs putting out there.
I cannot even remember the thing I was specifically planning to blog about tonight. I got back from my walk, had food and my energy just zapped. I shouldn’t be going to bed by 9 pm on my birthday weekend. Even if I’m not out enjoying myself I should at least be up later. I…
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It’s been a long night… now it may be an all nighter.
I managed to finish off getting rid of one set of emails from one of my email addresses. Then managed to do half of my other email address but there are lots still to get rid of… they can be done another day. I was very tired but then the neighbourhood cat came in (the…
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Trying not to be paranoid.
I’m trying not to do the whole over thinking thing. However, I’m someone who thinks of every possibility based on what I’ve heard, seen, experienced etc. What if A is still saying the narrative about me being her stalker somewhere online and offline that I cannot see. She isn’t going to do that on profiles…
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Had a rest today.
Due to the weather being so awful I decided that today would be rest day. I slept in extremely late. I had some really weird dreams … but dieting does that kind of thing. It was one of those sorts of dreams that actually feel real. It wasn’t a good one so I’m glad that…
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I waited long enough to know that it’s not going to happen.
I know that sometimes people wait decades for things they want to happen. I’ve waited 8 years ish now (specifics don’t particularly matter at this point) for A to come around and do the right thing for my benefit. She simply won’t and if that was ever going to change then it would have by…
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