Tag: Insomnia

  • I can’t move because of outside influences.

    I told myself that I was refusing to be affected by how outside influences are being. It just isn’t that easy despite getting an attitude of f you to everyone who doesn’t treat me how I deserve to be treated. I slept but I’m still extremely drained. I actually did have a dream for the…

  • Sleep didn’t happen.

    I tried to get back to sleep but I couldn’t. I can’t stay like this because I get nothing done. I feel sore because my skin is kicking off. I have sore eyes too but that is from looking at my phone too much. I am stressed with other people but I refuse to be…

  • Going sleep earlier means that now I’m awake. I had more official communication I was too tired to mention.

    I went to sleep again after getting up for food. I was very tired and only had about 800 calories again. I burnt about 400 walking from one place to another today. I know that it doesn’t seem a lot to other people but I don’t get hungry much. That number of calories seem to…

  • Using my insomnia – but I found something I dispute on my course.

    I have spent two nights this week doing a mental health diploma online. I know that we aren’t supposed to dispute the course materials but this is what they defined as violent behaviour… It reads (in case photo doesn’t come up or accessibility issues due to disability) – patient exhibiting violent behaviour is the individual…

  • The energies that surround me will not win…

    The guy from the estate agent that got the mat stuck under my bathroom door came to unstick it first thing this morning. That means that I haven’t slept because I randomly got an email about half 7 this morning (I normally drift off to sleep for a bit if I haven’t slept during the…