Tag: Insomnia

  • I need sleep, got important stuff to do.

    I’m in the process of transforming my life internally and externally. I have a lot of stuff to do which requires me to be up during the day. I’m having a clean out and sorting my flat out. I can’t do that if I’m getting no sleep. I’m beyond the point of exhaustion and burn…

  • I managed to get up at a decent hour but today has been strange.

    I managed to drag myself out of bed at a decent hour to reset my sleep pattern. Today started off quite strange. I would like non-believers to explain this one. I woke up with the song magic by Coldplay in my head. Then I brought up TikTok to check notifications. A video featuring Paula Yates…

  • I found out…

    I have been bugged by my intuition for a while. I know that it’s trying to tell me something when I can’t sleep. I also can’t sleep when things are emotionally hurting me. This has been the case recently. Well, I found out everything. It’s always those you let closer that screw you over. I…

  • Late night thoughts… autism awareness/acceptance stuff.

    I am still awake but I’m organised to just get up and dressed in the morning (well, a few hours now). I have the clothes that I’m wearing out on the radiator, clean sheets on my bed, oil on my eyelashes (the part where I lost them isn’t so noticeable now) and tidied up before…

  • I don’t even want to be awake today.

    I hardly slept again… didn’t get to sleep until this morning and then woke up at lunchtime. I don’t feel well. I am tired and feel sick. I can’t see properly yet because my eyes are sore. I feel like I’ve been punched in the eyes. I can’t do this anymore. I’m not up and…