Tag: Health

  • I actually slept and my knee / finger is a lot better.

    I woke up early because I needed the toilet but I fell asleep straight away again not long after I had gone to bed. I’m not getting my hopes up that my knee and finger is finally going to actually heal but the swelling has gone down in both of them. I have a bad…

  • I’m not ok and no one can see it.

    I just told my mum I wasn’t going to hers for dinner and apparently Christmas is now cancelled so I’m going to basically be treating that day like a normal day. No one cares that I’m suffering. I just get ignored etc. I’m tired of it all to the point where it’s making me ill.…

  • So I got woken up at exactly 555 this morning. And, I have a migraine :(

    I was rudely awoken by the sound of things falling off something this morning… checked my phone (first thing I do when I wake up)… number on the clock was 5.55am. It was a bit more freaky when I got up to go toilet, feed the cats and take another painkiller for my knee /migraine…

  • I wanted to crawl back into bed since I got up.

    I’m so glad to be back in bed today (well, tonight … sleep pattern really doesn’t allow me to really know what time it is anymore). It’s so tiring dragging my swollen leg around. I went out to do what I had to do. I came home and got to bed as soon as I…

  • Let me tell you something about hope.

    I am intuitive… therefore, I know when ‘hope’ is seriously just going to lead to breaking my own heart. I really want to believe that people I wanted to become friends with will have a change of heart in time. I have just NEVER had that happen before. As I said the other night, people…