I had the plan to hide all day but I eventually got up and went out. I am walking but it far because of my ankle. I am finding my hay fever much more annoying today. I’m blowing my nose constantly. I’m always buying tissues but never seem to take enough in my bag when… Read More I didn’t hide all day.
I don’t know if anyone else gets this is the only way I can describe it. I’m not feeling ill. I just feel like something is off when it comes to my sensory system. I just sometimes feel uncomfortable. The things, like fabrics, touching my skin feel rough. They can be the softest material ever… Read More I feel off…
I’ve recently received a few comments regarding how people love the rawness of my writing and the style of brutal honesty. I used to get into trouble for expressing myself in this manner before the pandemic. I’m glad that things have somewhat improved in respects of minority groups not being punished for speaking out. I’ve… Read More Being me actually benefits me post pandemic times.
I may as well launch my true feelings out there seeing as everyone else is being brutal today. I still carry a lot of anger regarding things I’ve been through. That doesn’t just disappear. I mostly channel it into creative stuff. It doesn’t just ever completely disappear. I’m not being unreasonable. I am not a… Read More My true feelings…
I woke up late but was browsing my phone for hours. TikTok is a time wasting creation. I checked my blog mails too in case there was anything important within the masses of unread emails. I can’t wait for my eyebrows to be done. They look awful in certain lights! I have a runny nose… Read More Bank holiday Monday … I slept most of it!
I’m not saying this because I feel depressed. I feel too tired to be depressed. I know that in reality things will never be okay between me and someone I will always want to be friends with. I know that we will never be friends. However, it doesn’t stop me wishing that everything was different.… Read More I wish that things were different.
I managed to get to the pharmacy to pick up my medication hours before it closed. I had to sleep from 5 pm to 9.30 on and off so that I wasn’t too tired to get out of bed at a decent hour this morning. It sounds ridiculous but it’s my reality. I feel more… Read More I can do ‘normal’ if I do a lot of prep beforehand /an interesting thing that came up in conversation recently.
The most awkward time of the year is upon the autistic community. This week is just the start… we have another three weeks of seeing so called awareness measures by certain autism companies. There is mass distrust of Autism Speaks (based in the United States) when it comes to their awareness measures. If those of… Read More Autism awareness… this week and for a whole month.
I had a few bottles of very weak percentage vodka and now I feel slightly drunk. But on a plus note, the alcohol content has made me extremely productive. I managed to wash my hair, get bathed and cook my evening meal all at the same time! The artwork I submitted didn’t get chosen for… Read More Let loose for the weekend!
I don’t want to throw the blame at others for how my life turned out. I don’t want to get into the pointing fingers as that causes trouble. I just want a peaceful life. I only have social media due to the blog promoting side. I do not wish to personally be involved in anything.… Read More Others should know how they affect a persons future.
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