Tag: Autism

  • I had a good sleep but got woken up early.

    I took a zopiclone which gave me a decent sleep. I got woken up early though. The cat decided to have a loud zoomies session and then I needed to get up to pee. It’s so annoying because I hadn’t been asleep long. I have my alarm set for midday so I should get enough…

  • I don’t want to feel hated anymore.

    I’m fed up with being a magnet for creepy men. I’m going to start blocking them now rather than trying to be nice. I’m only liked for my body and it sucks. The more toned and skinny I look, the less likely other women are going to want to be my friend. It’s definitely a…

  • Emotionally I’m just exhausted.

    I took a zopiclone to sleep last night. It knocked me into a deep sleep for a few hours without waking up. It doesn’t work every single time I take it but last night it did. I’m not up yet. I got up briefly to use the toilet and feed the cats. I’m resting today.…

  • Unless you have a miracle for me I don’t want to talk today.

    I finally got up but now I don’t particularly want to talk to others today. I’ve done a few bits at home and gone for a walk. Unless you have some kind of miracle for me then I want complete silence apart from the music in my ears. Unless you can make me a viral…

  • I woke up again to only wanting to walk.

    I had quite a long deep sleep when I finally dropped off. I woke up late. I don’t want to do anything around here. The only thing I really want to do is walk constantly. I just get frustrated that everyone is living their lives but I still can’t due to how past trauma affected…