Tag: addiction

  • Diet culture and this isn’t depression.

    I would like to point out that despite the fact I’m crying regularly, that isn’t depression. That is me being aware of reality as a disabled person. I never was depressed. The medication caused behaviour problems because it masked the affects that trauma had on my mind. I am sad because I know my reality…

  • I need to stop drinking alcohol.

    I have increased the amount I drank of alcohol recently. It crept up again along with the scale numbers. I don’t enjoy alcohol anymore. I just end up really anxious and unable to sleep. I now need to push the scale back down and never actually make any progress. I hate myself for deciding to…

  • I’m quitting drinking alcohol.

    I’m quitting drinking alcohol.

    I know that this will come as a surprise to people because I said that I enjoyed my drinking habit. I used it to chill out every evening. I have started experiencing adverse effects which aren’t nice. The weight gain is one of those things that I’m not too fussed about. I keep getting skin…

  • I’m not ok. I hide my pain with alcohol every single day.

    I act like I’m coping just fine. I’m verging on the very edge of becoming alcohol dependent. I think that I may be causing myself damage at this point. I feel extremely sick tonight. It’s like a hangover but ten times worse. I have a splitting headache. The itchiness of my skin is driving me…