Tag: addiction

  • This is my life right now.

    I am so not a good role model at the moment. I’m hoping that no one copies my lifestyle right now because this is a downward slope. I drink alcohol and pop painkillers (ibuprofen for my finger/knee to go down). It isn’t good. I have a sore head at the moment because my body is…

  • I’ve been better… just finished for the night.

    I was doing my mental health diploma course for the last few hours. I’m not feeling well. This course has really made me realise I’m still participating in addiction despite it not being that often. I still drink every weekend just to cope with reality. I can’t easily change reality so I have to find…

  • I don’t want to change my life. I can’t do it.

    I recently felt like I could do stuff but now I’m not sure. I’m always too tired even when I’ve slept. I don’t want to change all my life because I’m not able to do so. That isn’t me being negative. That’s me being realistic. I’m used to my life like this and any other…

  • I do have many regrets…

    I am still awake despite going for the mega long walk. Insomnia strikes again so I may as well post tomorrow’s entry early. I have so many regrets so I’m going to list them. The first is not graduating; although that cannot be helped and isn’t my fault due to how my disability affects me,…

  • I’m fed up of my weight issues.

    I feel absolutely hideous. My weight has gone up from 78.0 – 78.3 kg at the end of the day to 78.6 kg at the end of the day. That is a huge spike from 77.5kg when I wake up. I feel too big. I need to take some drastic action to make my weight…