• Lost : / … one of those day’s where I’m finding life frustrating.

    I have cleaned and tidied half of my flat. I had to feed the cats halfway through so I’ve stopped for a break. I have done most of it. The worse bits are done. There are just a few odd bits to do tomorrow. I’m worn out. I thought that I had my energy back…

  • There is something about me…

    I am fully aware that others notice that there is something about me. Okay, they think that something is weird because anyone that doesn’t know about certain things would come to that conclusion. I’m not mad. I have always been able to sense and feel things. It isn’t a choice.  I don’t always find out…

  • I’ve never felt like this before.

    I’m really not used to this feeling. This isn’t familiar to me. I’ve been through a lot and remained strong throughout. I’ve got to the point where I simply cannot fight it anymore. I’m feeling constantly drained and all I want to do is sleep. I have nightmares when I am asleep. Some of them…

  • I need a chance. And I wouldn’t be saying this unless I was badly affected.

    If things don’t change I’m never going to get any confidence back. I’m going to remain stuck in my flat unable to go out. The things being said to justify an order I didn’t deserve for life on my name are not true. Cutting through all that bullsh*t, I only reacted to discrimination. I reacted…

  • I have absolutely no confidence left!

    I realised today that I have no confidence left at all. I thought that I wasn’t doing things because I was tired all the time. But, I actually can’t do anything that I used to do. I’m badly affected by things that have happened to me. I can’t get over those things because they’ve made…