• I hate today already.

    I woke up tired. That made me feel in a terrible mood anyway. I didn’t get a lot of sleep. I have done some vacuuming and changed the cat’s litter tray yet again because they wouldn’t go outside to do their business over the last week due to the weather.  I love having three cats…

  • Do NOT drive in this weather! / my comments on exposure programme (itv)

    Those of you that know me are aware that I do not get scared easily. Well, at least I didn’t use to be that type of person. However, this snowy weather scares me so much. I had to go over to my Mothers house on the way back to let her know that TalkTalk was…

  • Routine seriously affected.

    I wasn’t going to back to the Gym until tomorrow but my mums internet has gone down so I have to go over there to tell her about engineer arrangements for tomorrow. I decided that if I didn’t go the Gym on the way passed the door I’d feel disappointed with myself. I’d think that…

  • Now I’m moody! And I’ve had enough of numbers and other strings of information appearing in front of me!

    This tiredness has really started to get to me. It makes me extremely moody getting up because I’d rather stay in bed. I’m happy sleeping because at least I don’t have to contend with this tiredness because that feels like such a battle. I feel stressed at myself because I see it as lazy. Now…

  • I have changed so much.

    I realised tonight that I have changed into an unrecognisable person from who I used to be. I used to be so trusting of others. I’m now no longer like that. I used to be so open and welcoming to others but after what has happened to me I don’t feel able to be that…