• I’ve never felt like this before.

    I’m really not used to this feeling. This isn’t familiar to me. I’ve been through a lot and remained strong throughout. I’ve got to the point where I simply cannot fight it anymore. I’m feeling constantly drained and all I want to do is sleep. I have nightmares when I am asleep. Some of them…

  • I need a chance. And I wouldn’t be saying this unless I was badly affected.

    If things don’t change I’m never going to get any confidence back. I’m going to remain stuck in my flat unable to go out. The things being said to justify an order I didn’t deserve for life on my name are not true. Cutting through all that bullsh*t, I only reacted to discrimination. I reacted…

  • I have absolutely no confidence left!

    I realised today that I have no confidence left at all. I thought that I wasn’t doing things because I was tired all the time. But, I actually can’t do anything that I used to do. I’m badly affected by things that have happened to me. I can’t get over those things because they’ve made…

  • Christmas isn’t Christmas anymore. Hypothetically speaking… and I would go for it if available.

    I do not feel Christmasy whatsoever. As I’ve said before, I cannot believe in the concept of God. Why would any God give me a disability where people accuse me outrightly of making an excuse to break the law when it comes to traits I have no control over. It is a reason, not an…

  • Others should really learn after what I’ve seen behind closed doors.

    I promised myself that I’d never go here on the blog. However, after I was recently trolled and bullied by people I didn’t even know, I now feel that it’s necessary. I couldn’t even defend myself against those claims because two people used the block messages option on fb to ensure that I couldn’t reply…