• Dreaded letter came today. I’m just fed up in general.

    That letter I was expecting from the DWP about the assessment for PIP came today. I have a telephone call in a few weeks. I can’t go through 2018 again. It took a whole year to sort out last time. It’s a given that they turn around and tell us all being assessed that we…

  • I had to cancel plans. I’m not ready yet.

    I woke up in a lot of pain so I cancelled my plans so that I can have a rest. I’m not mentally ready to go back out there yet. I had a good sleep, despite it being being broken into a few sessions because I kept waking up. The fact that I got enough…

  • I slept but kept waking up…

    I managed to sleep but kept waking up. The first time I woke up I had just had a dream. I woke up with a feeling that the world was too much, I hated reality etc. I only remember a tiny part of the dream. I got out of my car in the pitch blackness…

  • Early night…

    I am in bed by 10.30 pm… I know it’s very early for me. I’m surprised I managed to actually stay awake. I had to get the neighbours cat out again. He strolled in earlier and started being aggressive. He’s very possessive over my cats toys. He got shooed out with the broom. I had…

  • So today ended up a waste of time.

    The person supposed to be doing my car interior didn’t turn up. That is annoying when I have so much to do at home and I’ve only had an hours sleep. I didn’t have to get up early and the stuff at home could have been done. I wasted most of the day. I still…