Stay out of my business/ had a day of forcing myself to do things (depression is so hard to fight).

I’m going to start off by saying that I am aware of ‘mates’ I’ve cut off contacting my family members asking questions about me. I don’t want them doing that because I keep my private life separate from other things and those I hang around with on the outside of it now. I cut a… Read More Stay out of my business/ had a day of forcing myself to do things (depression is so hard to fight).

This is my reality. Others need to know how I’m affected.

I can barely sleep and I look awful. It’s making me ill staying awake every night and I can’t rely on medication because the GP doesn’t prescribe sleeping tablets for long term use anymore. I am sorry but I simply can’t move on because everything that has happened is bugging me. I constantly feel misjudged… Read More This is my reality. Others need to know how I’m affected.

I have no future until I know the answers. And I can’t mask the severity of my illness any longer.

Until I know the full details that I haven’t been told I don’t have a future. I’m stuck. I cannot concentrate on anything. I deserve to know the details that I can pick up are there but I cannot pick up specific details. I don’t care if spirit doesn’t want me to know. I want… Read More I have no future until I know the answers. And I can’t mask the severity of my illness any longer.