I’m getting up at a reasonable time now. I did a bit of things that needed sorting around my flat. I do a lot but it seems to not make a vast amount of difference to the genuine state of my home environment. Chaotic is the default look of my surroundings. I do attempt to… Read More Sorting myself out a bit.

I decided to order my weekly shop online and get it delivered. I just don’t want the hassle of carrying baskets and bags. I will let someone else do that at least for this weekly shop. The supermarket charges no  delivery extras so where I would spend petrol popping the shop for the things I… Read More It’s always nice to change routine sometimes.

I’ve tried to do some for my OU module today and bits that needed doing around the house. I even got up at a decent hour. I washed my hair which is an achievement when I feel this tired. I can’t do a lot right now until my knee injury flare up goes down completely.… Read More Tired, Cold and Chubby 😦

I see my life experiences as something that I deserved due to being an awful person growing up. I believe that karma is  real even if your actions weren’t done on purpose. I lied so much when I was a teenager. I was the weird child that freaked out everyone at school by how I… Read More This life is my karma.

In the United Kingdom, there currently isn’t any legal avenue to reverse legal adoptions which haven’t been fair but done to the correct legalities of the children’s act, adoption act etc. We have started the process of taking ourselves out of the European Union. This means that the European convention of human rights doesn’t have… Read More There are no current loophole but we could change laws to create one in regards to reversing adoptions.

I have only just realised that I haven’t done half of the things I normally do this week. I’m feeling sick at the moment but I managed to go out earlier to get weekly food shop. I won’t have to worry about that task for another week. I have still been trying to do things… Read More Stepped out of every day life for a few days.

I can see that I have changed but it doesn’t seem to benefit me much. I can’t sleep at night. That is nothing new though. I used to want to go out but I now chose to be basically reclusive. I’m just too tired to be bothered most of the time. I can’t find peace… Read More I’ve changed, this isn’t benefiting me though.

Sleeping isn’t easy when I have things on my mind. I’m going to have to go the doctors sooner rather than later. I can’t live in limbo not knowing if I’m pregnant or not. I had my onesie zip break on me today because it got stuck on the bump which seems to be rising… Read More I’m no longer feeling brave. I was confident but now I’m not….

I’m sorry but time doesn’t heal things. I can confirm that it is a myth. The only time that time can possibly heal is in circumstances where you completely lose your memory. I’m sorry but I don’t sugarcoat anything. If you read the blog regularly then this will have become apparent. I barely slept last… Read More The term ‘time heals’ is just a myth.

I decided that I had to make an effort to get a few things done today. I literally did most of my housework after getting up late. I just made it to where I had to be on time because my cat decided to do a poo in the clean litter tray. I wasn’t leaving… Read More One of those times I have to make myself do things.