I have too much to do right now. I’m not ignoring anyone. I have 2 email addresses (personal and professional separated) full of unanswered messages. I need to pace myself so that my flat isn’t a tip and everything gets done. I refuse to get overwhelmed otherwise it will disable me which leads to nothing… Read More I have too much to do so won’t be on here a lot for a few days.

I know it was on last night but I haven’t got on to the blog about this topic until tonight. I’m sure many of you saw the storyline regarding the disabled woman (played by Rosie Jones the comedian who has cerebral palsy). I could have expressed the exact same view of the services. There is… Read More This weeks casualty episode was true to life for disabled people.

I woke up with a migraine which wasn’t a pleasant start to my day. I actually slept quite well after getting home last night. I must have been worn out as I accidentally left my keys in the outside of my front door. I don’t do that often unless I’m either tired, in a rush… Read More Today has been slightly better. An average day of my life.

I didn’t know that this was an actual thing but that is the only way I can describe how I’m feeling right now. Maybe it’s just the type of day I’ve had. I came home to my own flat looking like a mess. It makes me tired just looking at it, let alone attempting to… Read More Mentally exhausted…

I have had one of those days. I’m currently waiting outside in the cold for our chips. I went to mums to wash the car. I have wet cold feet from that task and now having to wait in the cold weather. I’m going to be glad to get home tonight. I’m helping my mum… Read More Well today has been one of those days:

I have always longed for a female best friend my entire life. I now feel that in reality that is never going to happen. Aside from the fact that they all assume that a lesbian will try to hit on them, I just naturally clash with others of the same sex. I seem to upset… Read More I’ve come to the conclusion that I just clash with other women.

I’m sure that others agree who have had similar experiences to me. We all assume that a diagnosis will open up a supportive network of professionals and access to support services which look after our wellbeing rather than making our lives more stressful. This has never been the reality. There’s services out there but their… Read More There is no proper help and support for autism spectrum conditions.

This pandemic seems to have brought out all sorts of bizarreness. I’ve started watching TikTok recently. There are people talking about how they think the world ended and that we are living in some kind of simulation because they keep experiencing weird things. For example: dreaming of someone saying they had to wake up for… Read More TikTok craziness vs personal craziness. The difference is somewhat alike.

I opened the printer this afternoon. I discovered that there was no ink included and the actual device won’t even connect to any of mine. I now have a stress induced migraine because I can’t print the pre paid label off. I have sent the seller a message requesting a refund and given them negative… Read More Problems just continue to pop up!

I did a few bits today but didn’t sleep a lot last night after my stupidly long nap. It feels grubby in here. I went straight in the bath after I had been for a walk. I still haven’t put the printer together. It isn’t that complicated but my brain is tired so it’s telling… Read More I tried my best today.