This week I have drank way too much alcohol and the other chemicals that are contained in WKD. I can’t stop. I don’t even want to stop. But, I know I have to if I don’t want the excess weight. I’ve been fighting both ends of it like a tug of war. I can’t do… Read More I’m failing so badly. I can’t do this tug-of-war anymore.

I’m tired but wasn’t able to sleep again. I need to change my bedding because my allergies are so bad at the moment. I’m uncomfortable which has kept me awake. I am really annoyed at myself for not sleeping. I’m that tired its literally painful to be awake. I don understand why I wasn’t able… Read More I couldn’t sleep again … annoyed at myself!

I was nearly in tears while watching ‘Help’ on channel 4 (Thursday 16th September 2021). It was emotional to watch but a true depiction of what was going on at that time. The whole of the Corona Virus lock down (basically 2020) was extremely cruel. The amount of people that died due to the virus… Read More Help – Channel 4, 9pm Thursday 16th September 2021 – this is what I take from it and how I see the reality of our system.

I constantly get told that I don’t dress like someone on benefits. I don’t know how I’m supposed to take that… so I shall see it as a compliment. I may not have an official job but I do work extremely hard when it comes to life in general. I did 4 pages of notes… Read More All these for under £30. Budget living! Let me explain how to look classy but have a ‘light’ bank account.

If I had got back to sleep this morning then I would have had the energy to go the gym. Instead, I’m doing stuff around my house and off for a short walk in between things I have to get done. I have bad allergies today, my eyes and nose keep running today. The wandering… Read More Barely had any sleep and it’s been one of those days.

I just spent half an hour typing this entry and then the backspace stuck on deleting everything. I apologise if this doesn’t read well as I’m tired because I haven’t slept. I have to put up with the awful sleep pattern to completely get off medication. I would have stayed on the medication if it… Read More Awful sleep pattern. Coming off medication.

I’m one of those young girls that grew up when the Spice Girls were popular. I wasn’t a huge fan of their merchandise era but I was a fan of the group when they came out. And, yes, I literally did cry when Geri Halliwell left the band (in my defence, I was only 9… Read More Girl Power: Inspired by the Spice Girls programme on Channel 4 tonight.

Apparently, I cannot add donate via paypal button because wordpress only allow business customers to have that facility. That means that anyone wishing to donate to the blog can send their contributions directly to my paypal address at https://www.paypal.com/donate?hosted_button_id=2EGQYSV3DR4J6 . I would appreciate even the most smallest of donation amounts at the moment. Thank you.

I basically just got told that my blog (part of my work) is rubbish! That no one would be interested in it because it’s ‘depressing’. It is the reality that we have to live! However, society expects us to ‘put up’ and ‘shut up’. I’m saying that this reality is no longer okay. Whether we… Read More I basically just had my work rubbished!

The most random things give me ideas for a blog entry. The storyline regarding Hope and the whatsapp group to get her expelled from school after the arson charge. That made me think about labels. Maybe some of us are just born to be monsters. I was one of those weird kids (not physically dangerous… Read More Loosely relating to coronation street storyline.