I basically just got told that my blog (part of my work) is rubbish! That no one would be interested in it because it’s ‘depressing’. It is the reality that we have to live! However, society expects us to ‘put up’ and ‘shut up’. I’m saying that this reality is no longer okay. Whether we… Read More I basically just had my work rubbished!
The most random things give me ideas for a blog entry. The storyline regarding Hope and the whatsapp group to get her expelled from school after the arson charge. That made me think about labels. Maybe some of us are just born to be monsters. I was one of those weird kids (not physically dangerous… Read More Loosely relating to coronation street storyline.
I don’t have the appropriate supports to be visibly autistic in my every day life. I have to deal with things on my own because discussing them means getting shouted at or aggressively told that I’m useless. I am financially struggling at the moment because when I was drinking a lot I spent without thinking.… Read More I can’t be autistic in my life. I’m expected to be ’normal’. And this blog carries expenses.
I might act hard about things I have experienced, i.e loss. That doesn’t mean I’m not hurting sometimes. It doesn’t matter how long ago something happened. Occasionally, seeing certain everyday things make me sad. In the car park the other day there was a girl being picked up from work by her dad. That would… Read More I do feel it sometimes.
Those of you that know me offline will know that I end up with lots of plastic soda bottles by the end of any given week. They end up sat in my car for weeks, occasionally months. Well, I happened to look up ‘paid plastic bottle recycle schemes UK’. They don’t have any national ones… Read More Paid recycling schemes. Why hasn’t the UK introduced them yet?
Apologies for not being present today… I could have posted something earlier but for the blog editor malfunctioning on my phone. I went to a reflexology session today. I haven’t been to one for over a year. I wasn’t drinking alcopops regularly last time I went to a session. I have been treating myself regularly,… Read More Bad habits need to be knocked on the head, sooner rather than later, it seems.
I managed to get a lot done despite not getting up until late. I had a disturbed night because I let the wandering cat in quite late when it started raining quite hard. I have to watch my cats around him because it causes problems with mister (my cat). That means i didn’t get to… Read More I have my own pattern.
The plan to come off my medication for good is definitely going to work. I’m narrow minded in the determination to ‘make it work’. This is for the following reasons. I see completing this task as a way to basically metaphorically ‘stick my fingers up’ to those that either failed me, made fun of me… Read More I’m going to ‘make it work’ because …
I had random brain stuff happen this morning. I had a noisy brain full of mismatched thoughts. That used to normal for my brain as far as I can remember. It’s part of being what people call psychic, which I never liked. That is why I never minded being on medication. I am like a… Read More I’m not sure if these are side effects of coming off medication or just my normal.
I made up for my reluctance about going to my gym session today. Once I finally got to the gym after hours of not wanting to go… I stepped up my workout. I’m probably going to feel it quite badly tomorrow. I knew that I had to make up for over eating during the previous… Read More Harder workout today! / lots to do tomorrow.