I had to go to my relatives again to do something for them. I should have been home ages ago but it took so long to do their insurance via the comparison site. I know that this all sounds selfish but I feel dragged down by the constant stuff others ask me to do. I… Read More I am fed up. I have no energy left to even tidy / clean my own surroundings.

Insomnia kept me awake to at least half 6 this morning. Then I woke up again at half 7. Then I fell asleep until my alarm went off at 9. Then I had to get up and ready to take the car for its mot. I still haven’t started my monthly properly. It is only… Read More I already don’t want to be awake today.

I overdid the alcohol consumption last night. I’m not used the strength of vodka yet. I miscalculated it and I suffered the next day… even to the point that my eyes are not back to normal yet. Sometimes I don’t realise that I am only 5 ft 3 and built petite. Believe me, that reaction… Read More Things sometimes aren’t a choice, they keep me sane!

I had a bit too much to drink last night. It has made me extremely ill. I am normally better by the evening but I can barely do anything without either being sick or feeling sick. I have barely been able to eat or even drink anything all day. I even threw up a drink… Read More I have been so ill today.

I have been resting with the Cats all day. The weather is awful. I will have to drag ny car off of the grass due to being unable to park in the flat car park again last night. I woke up to news on fb that a long term online friend had passed away at… Read More The weather is like the tone of today in general.

I didn’t get up until later today. I needed the rest after my gym session yesterday. I got rudely awoken by a cat that wasn’t mine. I leave the window open for the cats to come and go while I’m sleeping (during daytime only at this time of the year). I woke up to a… Read More I needed a rest today! Chilled out Sunday.

I tried a new machine at the gym today. I tried 10 minutes of hill incline on the treadmill, that was okay. I don’t like the treadmill but I can do anything but run on it. I still haven’t got my monthly, apparently its a thing that happens to lots of women when they first… Read More Pushed myself really hard today.

There has been so much happen this week. The week started off with the Little Mix spat regarding Jesy blackfishing in her new songs video (sources say that they are no longer speaking to each other). This is what I don’t get, women are so vicious when they fall out with each other. Men will… Read More Well, a lot has happened in the space of a week.

I had a few days rest due to trying to coax my period to come on… just about managed to do that… its making a tiny bit of a comeback. I can now go back to a reduced exercise routine. If I push too hard the hormone levels could go too far down and it… Read More Rest days done, lets jump back into the fire.

I didn’t have much sleep last night. I just can’t sleep at night. I can get up during the day and still not be able to sleep during the night. I had my hair done, popped to a relatives to do a few bits and then bought some things from the supermarket on the way… Read More Its been such a long day on barely any sleep.