End the practice of modern ‘forced adoption’ via the family court system. In the UK today, forced adoption is still occurring, via the family court system. The parental consent is disposed of by ‘order of the court’, basically this is now court appointed forced adoption. There are many vulnerable parents getting their children wrongfully adopted… Read More I need signatures to get petition to go live.

I told myself many times in the last couple of weeks that no one else’s behaviour would affect me. The problem is that I am really affected too much. I am starting to beat myself up regarding messing up and ruining a friendship to the point where it is now permanently finished. If it wasn’t… Read More I am really being affected now.

I have two sides of myself pulling me in opposite directions. One half of me wanted to move on. The other half of me can’t and that side is winning right now. I couldn’t sleep for the rest of the night because I am so frustrated with not having a person that I truly loved… Read More I thought I could but I can’t.

I was going to post this in the morning but since I have woken up at a stupid hour after not being asleep long I shall do it now. I have mentioned that I think like a child. That also means that I simply do not have the ability to be an intentional narcissist. I… Read More I don’t have the ability to be a narcissist.

I had a day when I didn’t do anything only popped out to the shop. I got a compliment on my hair despite the fact that I only brushed it over and went out. I have put stuff to defrizz it ready to straighten it but it still looks like a thick mop. I think… Read More Had a rest day. I wish that others understood certain things.

I refuse to let someone else’s actions toward me upset me any longer. However, I do wish for the silent treatment to be over. I love unconditionally in friendships. I showed that love by admitting what I had done behind their back. I could have been completely selfish and kept it from them. I couldn’t… Read More I do wish for the silent treatment to be over.

I never thought that I would see the day come when things about the modern day practice of court forced adoption would be on mainstream television. Thanks for the wonderful Rosie Jones, (has Cerebral Palsy) Comedian who is portraying the mother on tonight’s Casualty on BBC 1. I am at the gym so I was… Read More I have just seen a few things that means 10 years of hard work is finally paying off!!!

I was hormonal and headachy most of the day. I didn’t even properly get up until half 5. I got up to do bits but I stayed in my Pj’s. The cats didn’t mind. They ended up joining me for a snooze. I didn’t feel like I should probably go the gym as my headache… Read More Got up after feeling sorry for myself all day. Gym time!

I have had a headache for the last two days. I have managed to get it to reduce a little by drinking water and taking painkillers but it is lingering behind one eye. That is starting to get annoying now. It refuses to shift. I have tried to sleep it off. I think it is… Read More I feel rough today.

I got up to go to the hair appointment today. The hairdresser wasn’t sure about doing my hair. They took a strand of hair to test how it lifts. I was going the gym afterward when it was going to be about half 5 finish time. However, I had stuff to do at home so… Read More Today didn’t go to plan.