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  • Z drug working quite rapidly so this will probably be short.

    I’m apologising in advance if this doesn’t make sense. The z medication is kicking in. I can’t fight it because I have to get blood tests done for my hospital follow up appointment. They have ticked U & E, LFT, bone profile, c reactive protein, thyroid function test, FBC, plasma viscosity and a few under…

  • I need to stop being active at night.

    I hadn’t moved all day because I wasn’t up, then when I was up I felt too tired. I got on my toning machine board with some weights. I feel like I did an hour at the gym now. I’m hoping that it hits me and makes me sleep. I have to be up early…

  • Today didn’t go to plan.

    I didn’t get up until really late because I literally couldn’t sleep until gone 6 am. I dropped off a few times throughout the day and eventually got up because I was tracking my yodel parcel that I thought was in its way at 14 stops before me … then it pinged up saying sorry…

  • I try but I don’t think I can ever be the previous non traumatised person I was previously.

    I have come a long way. I never thought that I’d get to this point. There’s parts of me that I would like to improve which may be impossible for me. Trauma from losing my son to adoption and other stuff in my life has caused damage that I cannot fix. I can’t open my…

  • If others want to make things right with me they’re going to have to make a move.

    I’m intuitive and I think the reasons I may be seeing things relating to someone else again (it stopped but only for like a day or so) is because they’re thinking about what happened between us. I totally understand if they are nervous. I would be the same if it was the other way around.…