Category: Autism

  • Record walk today… I have an early start.

    I made the most of the lovely sunny weather yesterday. I went for a 33,000 steps walk. I was enjoying the weather so I went in a circle around 3 local towns. I have sore feet because walking those distances is very hard on feet sweating/rubbing in trainers. I couldn’t do that distance every single…

  • Finally feeling better.

    I must be getting over depression a bit. I woke up in a bouncy mood. I can feel my personality coming back. I have spent the day doing my cv she tidying up at home. I went out for a walk and then suddenly the places I messaged earlier have got back to me wanting…

  • Depressed… got to be up early.

    I have to be up in about 4 hours for gas safety check. They always come to do it early. I’ve taken a zopiclone to make sure I sleep and an antihistamine to make sure allergies don’t keep me awake. I have a hard time linking sentences together after taking my medication. Yesterday I rested…

  • Maybe you’re not the problem…

    I have been blaming myself for years and feeling really bad when things didn’t work out with other people. I was constantly trying to think how I could’ve been better to not be rejected etc. I always told myself that I probably should’ve not told anyone the truth about how I saw their actions after…

  • Depression is mixed with physical issues right now.

    I fell asleep but then woke up again even with a sleeping tablet. I wasn’t able to get back to sleep. I feel like crap. I’m leading up to monthly in a few weeks. I have really achy ankles filled with water. I feel it stuck there. I still feel depressed. I just don’t want…