I’ve had this lanyard for two or more weeks now. I hadn’t used it to go to the shop until today. No one challenged me for not wearing a mask when they saw the lanyard. I have extremely bad allergies on top of my autism sensitivities at the moment. Wearing a mask makes my eyes… Read More I used my sunflower lanyard for the first time today.
I don’t know if anyone else gets this is the only way I can describe it. I’m not feeling ill. I just feel like something is off when it comes to my sensory system. I just sometimes feel uncomfortable. The things, like fabrics, touching my skin feel rough. They can be the softest material ever… Read More I feel off…
I’ve recently received a few comments regarding how people love the rawness of my writing and the style of brutal honesty. I used to get into trouble for expressing myself in this manner before the pandemic. I’m glad that things have somewhat improved in respects of minority groups not being punished for speaking out. I’ve… Read More Being me actually benefits me post pandemic times.
I may as well launch my true feelings out there seeing as everyone else is being brutal today. I still carry a lot of anger regarding things I’ve been through. That doesn’t just disappear. I mostly channel it into creative stuff. It doesn’t just ever completely disappear. I’m not being unreasonable. I am not a… Read More My true feelings…
I woke up late but was browsing my phone for hours. TikTok is a time wasting creation. I checked my blog mails too in case there was anything important within the masses of unread emails. I can’t wait for my eyebrows to be done. They look awful in certain lights! I have a runny nose… Read More Bank holiday Monday … I slept most of it!
I’m not saying this because I feel depressed. I feel too tired to be depressed. I know that in reality things will never be okay between me and someone I will always want to be friends with. I know that we will never be friends. However, it doesn’t stop me wishing that everything was different.… Read More I wish that things were different.
I managed to get to the pharmacy to pick up my medication hours before it closed. I had to sleep from 5 pm to 9.30 on and off so that I wasn’t too tired to get out of bed at a decent hour this morning. It sounds ridiculous but it’s my reality. I feel more… Read More I can do ‘normal’ if I do a lot of prep beforehand /an interesting thing that came up in conversation recently.
I found out that potentially the pharmacy isn’t open today due to it being good Friday. They definitely won’t be open on Monday because it’s bank holiday. I have one antidepressant left which I could possibly miss out tomorrow, take the last one on Sunday. This means it’s still in my system by Tuesday when… Read More Today has already been a nightmare.
The most awkward time of the year is upon the autistic community. This week is just the start… we have another three weeks of seeing so called awareness measures by certain autism companies. There is mass distrust of Autism Speaks (based in the United States) when it comes to their awareness measures. If those of… Read More Autism awareness… this week and for a whole month.
I finally got round to putting in my disability blue badge application into the local county council a few days ago. I received an email this morning telling me they they were unable to process my application because I wasn’t eligible. I didn’t have enough points in my PIP award letter. That is fair enough… Read More The council can be frustrating! Includes details regarding my disability that I don’t routinely discuss.