Category: Adoption

  • I am feeling sad.

    I know it’s kind of obvious but I am sad. I’m worried that others will never want anything to do with me again because of recent stuff that has occurred. Silence is causing me sleep issues because I feel like I’ve done something absolutely terrible. Well, I did try but then came to my senses…

  • I’m not keen on people feeling sorry for me.

    I was told in passing earlier that someone felt sorry for me because I don’t go out or have offline friends. I really don’t want other people’s pity. I don’t want to go out even if I had friends so there is no need to feel sorry for me. I did say I literally hated…

  • I always turn the television on at the right (or in this case probably the wrong time).

    I got up to have something to eat after sleeping my migraine off again. I switched on one of Louis Theroux’s documentaries on one of the channels. Tonight’s was … you guessed it… open adoption in America. I’m really not feeling in the best state to watch this stuff tonight. It still gets me annoyed…

  • If only they knew… they don’t have a clue!

    I am open on here to a point but there are things that I simply cannot say due to others saying I’m not allowed. I put up with a lot. More than those making decisions about me in this system will ever know. They don’t have a clue about what I have dealt with and…

  • There’s things that bug me about the system…

    I saw something online earlier about the rule that adopted children aren’t allowed their photos published on public things. It makes sense in cases where there are children who have genuinely been removed for abuse but out of those that are adopted there are a very small percentage of those types of scenarios. Most babies…