I have tried to get to sleep for ages but as it’s not happening I’ve given up for a bit. I have sensitive hearing tonight. I can hear someone’s washing machine in the flat above me. Someone without stupidly sensitive hearing could not hear that noise. I can’t really get annoyed about it because I… Read More Can’t sleep again!
Theresa May could be chucked out by her own party tonight. Strong and Stable? I’m sorry but recent events have shown that it’s the complete opposite. The people that are elected to effectively run the Country are acting like children. They cannot agree to anything. They don’t even have the ability to compromise. Brexit has… Read More It’s all completely madness!
I got up at a stupid hour again. I have barely seen daylight for about a Week. It hasn’t affected me too much today because I managed to get everything I had to do done today. I didn’t go for a very long walk because it’s getting colder after dark now. I feel quite lazy… Read More I was behind myself today but actually caught up 🙂
I feel so lost at the moment. I just want to sleep constantly because I literally have no energy whatsoever. I’m too depressed do a lot right now. I’m starting to look like a dumpling (one of the disadvantages of lacking height) regardless of how little I eat to control my weight. I saw a… Read More Lost right now and sleep is my favourite pastime.
I have an important piece of advice to those that feel that acting out will get them the help that they need after going the GP and asking services fail. Before things went wrong with my son I had been to see the GP about feeling Depressed. I was sent away with anti depressants. I… Read More Trying to get mental health support just makes a person lose everything.
I developed a thing about being clean after spending time in a Prison environment. And I was slightly the same when I lived in a residential home because some of the people surrounding me had a lot of dirty habits. It’s got to the point at the moment where I’m actually having a Bath twice… Read More Being clean to an obsessive level and it’s annoying me.
I can’t relax or sleep at night because I’m stressed out over certain things right now. I’m upset that due to having a disability involving the PDA nature of Autism most likely means that people will chose to punish me rather than help me. That is an awful way to have to live. There will… Read More I just feel so stressed out over certain things right now. Someone has to raise this point urgently.
I don’t want to be suspicious of everyone but I’m starting not to trust anyone anymore. I won the tribunal but I just don’t trust the DWP to find an excuse to tell me I’m not disabled enough to pay me what I was awarded by the tribunal. I shouldn’t read everything online and believe… Read More I actually do not trust anyone nowadays. / The reality that Autism is probably not going to be understood by others, this isn’t helped by inaccurate research.
I am always kept awake by PTSD type symptoms at night. I find it so annoying. I do feel traumatised during the day but it’s too intense to sleep at night. I know that its entirely down to me to get over everything because others don’t want to fix things or even care about the… Read More Ptsd symptoms always at a stupid hour!
The weather is irritating today. I got wet feet just going places in my Car earlier. I barely slept last night but I caught up with a few hours sleep this morning. I had no choice but to go out earlier because of my Probation appointment. I can’t just miss them without a proper excuse.… Read More A bit of progress. I haven’t liked the weather today though. And our best option for local council/county council merges.