Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

  • I wouldn’t believe everything people say.

    I would just like to say something here. Others like to say that they help people but that is just basically only words. Yes, I know I can be brutal with my words but that is due to trauma from my past. I normally only say certain things when I feel ignored or mistreated. That…

  • I just can’t right now ok.

    I’m not well right now. Physically I am completely beaten up by sleep deprivation. I need to try get proper sleep for at least a few months to start to feel normal again. I’m probably not helping walking every day at least 20,000 steps a time because that isn’t resting. I have to walk when…

  • I never hold out hope in my life now.

    I did my walk. I’m finally back home where I got straight in the bath and into pj’s. I’m off to have a sleep for a few hours. I need it. I felt like I was walking in a haze. It’s nice weather out there. There’s going to be a heatwave this bank holiday (weekend…

  • Today is going to feel so long!

    I managed to get up for my blood test but only had a few hours sleep. I was still awake at half 6 this morning. I had to be there for 9.55. I set my alarm for quarter to 9. I would just like to point out that you should never fight the z medication.…

  • Z drug working quite rapidly so this will probably be short.

    I’m apologising in advance if this doesn’t make sense. The z medication is kicking in. I can’t fight it because I have to get blood tests done for my hospital follow up appointment. They have ticked U & E, LFT, bone profile, c reactive protein, thyroid function test, FBC, plasma viscosity and a few under…