I have gone on a long walk after getting up late. I have housework like vacuuming that I don’t like doing (noise is too loud) waiting for me at home. I can’t leave it too many days due to cat hair, my hair and random bits ending up inside which the cats bring in on… Read More Avoidance is at its highest level today.
I know that I’ve been saying that I’m happy and settled. That has mostly been true. The reason I was contented is something that I kept hidden for a while. I was relying on alcohol every night to make me feel that way. Albeit it’s only about four small bottles of wkd a night …… Read More This is how I truly feel about life right now. TW: covers addiction.
I watched a programme late last night about the class system. Apparently, there are many more strands to the class system nowadays than just upper, middle and lower. It doesn’t just take your occupation into consideration but also your lifestyle factors and interests, as well as social circle. It then informed me that I am… Read More The class system: there are many layers to the modern versions of class.
I had a nap after coming back from my trip out. I tried to stay awake but ended up eventually dropping off about half 5. I woke up half past 8. I wasn’t asleep for long but it’s knocked my pattern out again. I’m not having to get up quite so early in the morning… Read More Napping is not always a good idea. / I fully recommend microdermabrasion skin treatment.
I had my blood test but I’ve decided that I’m not goi f home yet. The builders are upstairs again so it’s noisy. I have a headache so I’d rather be out here. I parked up in a village park a few miles away from my home. I just need a break for a few… Read More Change of scene for a few hours.
I had to get up for food shop delivery which I don’t particularly mind. Then the builders started working on the flat above me. It’s quite noisy around here at the moment. I’m watching the television, the Jeremy Vine show, but I’m off out if the building work is set to happen all day then… Read More Mornings happen too early.
I seem to be getting my energy back. I’ve made sure that I kept up with my medication so that I don’t get anaemia while on my monthly. I got more than I normally do today. I’m feeling slightly less depressed too. However, it is quite depressing when you’re too tired to do things. I… Read More I think I am finally making progress.
I was encouraged to do the set for life lottery for a while but didn’t because I don’t normally do well when it comes to ‘being lucky’. Well, I did enter the set for life lotto for 6 draws. I’ve entered the lotto before and never got any of those numbers. I wasn’t expecting to… Read More Wow, my luck has changed …
I did try to get to bed earlier but I still can’t sleep. I’m not feeling comfortable due to my monthly giving me aches. They aren’t painful but niggling at me enough to keep me awake. I just have to get through this part which is over in a few days. I started taking my… Read More It’s going to be a long night.
I don’t know if anyone else feels so overwhelmed that they just want to say screw it and go to bed. I just feel stressed at the amount of housework because it’s seems quite a lot sometimes. I didn’t get up until lunchtime so feel like I’ve been trying to catchup all day. Then I… Read More I just had enough today. Overwhelmed by the smallest of things.