I have done a bit of my OU assignment today but got up late again. I haven’t been out but I went for a walk to get a few bits yesterday evening. I just about saw day light today but I stayed up watching television until late so my sleep pattern went wrong again. I… Read More Well, I tried today…

I haven’t been out of my flat in two days. That is rare for me. I normally at least go for a walk. I heard the busy road which runs down the side of the block of flats when I opened the window. That made me feel anxious just hearing how busy it was outside.… Read More I don’t like to go out at the moment.

I have been depressed today. I spent the whole day trying to make myself wash my hair. I’ve finally managed to do the task. I’m not feeling too great so I cancelled my plans tomorrow. I know what is causing me to feel like crap. I suffer badly with fluctuating hormones around the time I’m… Read More Today hasn’t been as positive.

I woke up this morning with a reluctant attitude to the day ahead. I sat on the sofa for a few hours after eating and drinking (medication means I cannot skip meals otherwise it apparently doesn’t work). I could have sat there all day until I popped outside to get something from my car. I… Read More Today was a rare ‘good’ day!

I got up at a decent hour this morning. However, it is now only half 3 and I’ve had to go nap. It just got physically draining to stay awake. I’ve done some things which I saw as the most important. I have the whole week to pace myself when it comes to the more… Read More I tried so hard to get through the whole day.

I didn’t sleep well last night, nothing unusual, which caused me to wake up about midday today. I was woken up by a parcel delivery. The same company dropped both my new iron and vibrating ‘exercise’ plate off together; which turned out convenient as this meant I didn’t have extra anxiety waiting for two separate… Read More Today has been ‘rushed’. And I’ve struggled with motivation.

I fell asleep earlier and had the most disturbing nightmare I’ve had in a while. It hit quite close to home due to loosely mirroring waking life. A while ago my cousin on dads side never told me she was pregnant despite the fact that I asked her the question directly 3 months before her… Read More I had another nightmare that really shook me up.

I actually got up at a stupidly late time today. I didn’t mean to fall asleep but I did by accident. I went to bed early last night but still woke up at nearly 2am and then couldn’t get back to sleep. I went to sleep by half 11. I didn’t sleep until about 6am… Read More I got a lot done despite getting up late / I can’t sleep at night.

I struggle a lot sometimes. I don’t know how I’m going to get a break but I know that I need to get away. I just feel completely fed up with this area. I may have grown up here but I have not enough good memories to feel truly happy. I can deal with various… Read More I just need a complete break.

I did a bit of housework but I got tired. I didn’t sleep last night until early this morning. 7am to 10.30am is barely any sleep. I worked it out and realised why the tiredness has just hit me. It is only 10 days into the new year but I’m not organised yet. I am… Read More Too tired, afternoon nap required. Night sleep is impossible.