I have had one of those days. I’m currently waiting outside in the cold for our chips. I went to mums to wash the car. I have wet cold feet from that task and now having to wait in the cold weather. I’m going to be glad to get home tonight. I’m helping my mum… Read More Well today has been one of those days:

I have always longed for a female best friend my entire life. I now feel that in reality that is never going to happen. Aside from the fact that they all assume that a lesbian will try to hit on them, I just naturally clash with others of the same sex. I seem to upset… Read More I’ve come to the conclusion that I just clash with other women.

I’m sure that others agree who have had similar experiences to me. We all assume that a diagnosis will open up a supportive network of professionals and access to support services which look after our wellbeing rather than making our lives more stressful. This has never been the reality. There’s services out there but their… Read More There is no proper help and support for autism spectrum conditions.

This pandemic seems to have brought out all sorts of bizarreness. I’ve started watching TikTok recently. There are people talking about how they think the world ended and that we are living in some kind of simulation because they keep experiencing weird things. For example: dreaming of someone saying they had to wake up for… Read More TikTok craziness vs personal craziness. The difference is somewhat alike.

I opened the printer this afternoon. I discovered that there was no ink included and the actual device won’t even connect to any of mine. I now have a stress induced migraine because I can’t print the pre paid label off. I have sent the seller a message requesting a refund and given them negative… Read More Problems just continue to pop up!

I did a few bits today but didn’t sleep a lot last night after my stupidly long nap. It feels grubby in here. I went straight in the bath after I had been for a walk. I still haven’t put the printer together. It isn’t that complicated but my brain is tired so it’s telling… Read More I tried my best today.

I went for a nap earlier because I felt tired. That was half 2 this afternoon. I woke up at 6 and then fell asleep again until 10. I only went for a nap to have the energy to do tasks like vacuuming. It’s now too late to do anything like that due to having… Read More Today has been an epic fail.

I didn’t sleep the whole night. I had to get out because I’ve not been out for days. I needed some fresh air despite the fact that I can’t even see straight due to tired eyes. I have to walk as fast as possible because Asda has just sent me a text saying my delivery… Read More I had to get out but I feel like crap!

I didn’t get to my mothers today and now it seems like she’s fallen out with me. Depression isn’t a choice! Under normal circumstances I’d be at hers every weekend but right now I just can’t do it. It’s taken me all day to do things that need doing around here. I’m trying my best… Read More Depression is not a choice!

I have tried to sleep but I just can’t at the moment. I may have slept nearly the entire day yesterday but that was an accident. I was chilling while warming my clothes on the radiator. I decided that it would be much more comfortable in bed. I got too comfy and then the cats… Read More Sunday morning … not slept all night.