Now I’m awake again… questioning my current decisions regarding my future.

I fell asleep straight away with no issues… I then had to get up for the toilet which has woken me up. I woke up hungry too. I’m not eating anything yet because it’s too early after waking up at 5am. I don’t want to lay here doing nothing so here I am. I keep… Read More Now I’m awake again… questioning my current decisions regarding my future.

Life could have gone down a much more pleasant path if I hadn’t made the choice to stay moral.

I have days when I regret taking the path that I chose growing up. The moral compass against things that weren’t right didn’t benefit me long term. I could have had a much better life if I’d have chosen to turn a blind eye to things that shouldn’t have been happening to people. I’m not… Read More Life could have gone down a much more pleasant path if I hadn’t made the choice to stay moral.

Frustration and tiredness, accompanied by insomnia, won today.

I couldn’t sleep properly last night and I couldn’t wake up today. The next part of the painting didn’t get done because I couldn’t get out of bed today until mid afternoon. I had a doctors phone appointment this afternoon. I missed that too. I’m trying to be reasonable but after years of suffering with… Read More Frustration and tiredness, accompanied by insomnia, won today.