I got 1 hour sleep last night. I woke up at 1am and just couldn’t get back to sleep. I have no hope in being pregnant now because of how much I was bleeding. That makes me angry all over again about my first pregnancy and losing my son to adoption. Others have gone on… Read More Sleep is impossible sometimes.

I have finally started to feel slightly better. I know what made the issues happen now. I think that I’m not going to be back to normal for a few days but I’m glad that it has improved. I can’t leave the house when it gets to that stage. I just want to warn other… Read More It’s been a tough few days. A warning to other women after a vitamin mistake.

I’m not feeling great today. I would get myself checked by the doctors but they aren’t helpful when it comes to these issues. I have been to see them several times and had many tests. I find it stressful trying to find out what’s wrong. I feel much better if I have a rest until… Read More Resting today.

I tell myself that I will not get stressed because it affects me quite severely. I read something the other night which infuriated me. I’m not a snow flake but I do not like to read about extremely awful people having been treated too softly by the criminal justice system. This is due to what… Read More I am affected too much by stress.

I think that the title of this entry spells out exactly how I feel. I actually fell asleep by half 11 tonight but then woke up at half past one in the morning and couldn’t get back to sleep. I feel depressed which doesn’t help when I’m feeling ill as well. I went to bed… Read More I would rather be dead.

I received my postal vote forms today. This one is for the town council and member of parliament elections. I have already mentioned that I support one of the potential candidates for the Hinckley and Bosworth area because he has been aiming for that position for years. He has always been seen in public and… Read More I’m constantly torn over particular things.

I haven’t been able to sleep all night. I gave up trying to sleep at 4am. I got a drink of water on the way back from the toilet. I haven’t drank water for a few days. I have been drinking tea and a Pepsi Max per day. I don’t drink enough water but I… Read More I don’t think I will ever have a consistent sleep pattern.

I’m not trying to get ASDA (not naming the location but it’s not the nearest to me) into trouble but I noticed something else rather wrong in their store today. I found a live insect in my raspberries a few months ago. I didn’t report it. I saw it as a one off because it… Read More Supermarkets aren’t like they used to be….

I still couldn’t sleep the whole night. I’m exhausted. I don’t feel well. I’m gaining weight at a stupid rate. I am totally ashamed at how large my thighs seem to be. I feel hungry but also sick. I got up after admitting defeat at about 4am. I took a cup of tea back to… Read More Okay, my sleep pattern is still a mess.

I don’t feel well but at least I slept last night. I may have napped this morning due to having not caught up on a lot of sleep recently. I’m going to have to build myself back up to the point where I don’t miss that insomnia-stolen sleep. I need to change things for my… Read More I can’t be the same any longer.