I think today was successful. / something I would love to do if I had the confidence.

I had my phone consultation with my gp today. I think that it was successful but there may be delays in getting things sorted. I told them about how my monthlies were at the moment. I’m getting an ultrasound and a blood test to measure my hormone levels. I have my blood test next week… Read More I think today was successful. / something I would love to do if I had the confidence.

Should the system be forced to take responsibility for the detrimental affects on our mental health?

I had utter hate and resentment for myself over the last 4 and a half years. This was all due to another persons opinion of me. The fact that they also got me sent to prison also traumatised me. I don’t care about anyone else’s opinion of me. I took them to heart which ended… Read More Should the system be forced to take responsibility for the detrimental affects on our mental health?

Okay, my full night’s sleep seems to have just been a fluke.

I kept waking up throughout the night. Literally every hour… which has become the norm. I feel exhausted again. I don’t even want to move right now. The weather is depressing as it’s raining today. I wish that I could sleep properly regularly. I feel fat, fed up and the rest of today is going… Read More Okay, my full night’s sleep seems to have just been a fluke.

Listen…. Success isn’t easy to obtain for some of us.

I am aware that it is unhealthy to compare yourself with others but I’m feeling like I must say something in relation to prospects of those without things like autism, versus autistic people (and those with mental illnesses). There are important points that I need to make in relation to the above. I see all… Read More Listen…. Success isn’t easy to obtain for some of us.