I try to be positive in regards to progress but I’m still struggling with various aspects of mental illness. I’m not officially diagnosed with anything but autism. However, I feel like my experiences have left me with an underlying mental illness. I don’t sleep much. I go through periods of abusing painkillers. I also find… Read More Progress doesn’t mean I never feel mental illness. And I’m not ‘brave’ for sharing my experiences.
I have always been the most accident prone person ever. I have also never been able to fix anything that broke while I was using it. However, today the trend shifted. The vacuum cleaner was completely refusing to suck up any bits. I washed out the filter as the instructions recommended. Then it still wasn’t… Read More I’m finally able to mend things!
I am still awake at a stupid hour because my sleep pattern is a mess. I just did my weekly shop online so that is out of the way. I feel sleepy tonight… that is something I don’t normally feel at night. Progress happens when least expected. I was expecting not to feel sleepy after… Read More Chilled but sleep pattern a mess.
I haven’t blogged for a few days because I was having a quiet weekend. I’ve not been at home all weekend. I have started going out more again. I’m not ready to do much yet but better than I have been which is positive. I am definitely not pregnant because my stomach has gone back… Read More The last few days have been positive.
I woke up with a migraine. I feel a bit better now but I’m over tired due to my sleep pattern being a mess. I think that I’m starting to age too. I’m starting to find that my head is thinking as an adult not a child. I also don’t feel like a child any… Read More Migraine time…. finally feeling like an adult.
I nearly didn’t do anything today. I’m feeling a bit yuck because my monthly is playing up quite a bit. I’m okay now but earlier even the housework was making me feel sick. I had to go to get my medication because leaving it until tomorrow would have been cutting it too fine. I had… Read More I gave today my best effort.
I was finishing off some notes on my Open University degree module last night when mister (cat) decides to bring an adult rat in with him to present to me as a gift. He has never managed to catch something that large previously. I made sure that it was dead before I scooped the rat… Read More Nocturnal hours activities.
I had plans today but when I was getting ready to go out I felt sick with anxiety. I barely slept last night which is making me feel like absolute crap. I can’t function properly today. I have just come on my monthly too which doesn’t make me feel any better. I’m not in pain… Read More Inability to go out.
I’m not sure that I can do my law degree. I don’t want to fail because I feel like I’m letting people down who need me to get into a position where I can change things after the completion of my degree. It’s harder than I expected. I may find it easier when I’ve finished… Read More I just don’t feel confident right now.
I have so much to do but my depression is making it hard today. Even my hair is mostly in the state that it was before I straightened it the other day. The rain made it go back to a frizzy mess. I have a noticeable bump all of a sudden. I’m sure that I’m… Read More I can’t move today. Depression has disabled me 😦