I had my phone consultation with my gp today. I think that it was successful but there may be delays in getting things sorted. I told them about how my monthlies were at the moment. I’m getting an ultrasound and a blood test to measure my hormone levels. I have my blood test next week… Read More I think today was successful. / something I would love to do if I had the confidence.
I’m feeling slightly better today but I have slept a lot and kept myself topped up with caffeinated drinks. I got up early for my food shop delivery. Then I had the best intentions to stay up. I tried for a few hours until I felt like I needed a nap. I managed to wash… Read More County/city council merger. I have felt exhausted again.
I’m not even overwhelmed due to things I have on. Although I will need to be up early tomorrow. I’m sensory overwhelmed by my allergies, the things that I need to do around the flat to make it feel less grubby, and my hair is feeling tight on my scalp due to needing its weekly… Read More Uncomfortable, can’t sleep and overwhelmed.
I’ve got to the point where I am running out of energy just doing every day things. I need a nap to get the next burst of energy needed for other tasks. I feel like I’ve got extremely unfit. I can’t bend down without feeling like I’ve ran a marathon. I get out of breath… Read More Depression is a battle.
The blood test that I was supposed to have got cancelled today. They waited until an hour before the appointment to let me know that it was cancelled. That wasn’t the worse thing about getting a text but they also put that I didn’t need a blood test. The doctor has been asking me to… Read More Incompetent healthcare…
I had utter hate and resentment for myself over the last 4 and a half years. This was all due to another persons opinion of me. The fact that they also got me sent to prison also traumatised me. I don’t care about anyone else’s opinion of me. I took them to heart which ended… Read More Should the system be forced to take responsibility for the detrimental affects on our mental health?
I kept waking up throughout the night. Literally every hour… which has become the norm. I feel exhausted again. I don’t even want to move right now. The weather is depressing as it’s raining today. I wish that I could sleep properly regularly. I feel fat, fed up and the rest of today is going… Read More Okay, my full night’s sleep seems to have just been a fluke.
I haven’t slept a full night in months! Even when I did manage to sleep, I would wake up every hour. I finally managed to just go out like someone turned a light off last night. I know that I wasn’t the only one who just couldn’t sleep during the lockdown. I feel so much… Read More Finally slept last night!
I am aware that it is unhealthy to compare yourself with others but I’m feeling like I must say something in relation to prospects of those without things like autism, versus autistic people (and those with mental illnesses). There are important points that I need to make in relation to the above. I see all… Read More Listen…. Success isn’t easy to obtain for some of us.
I went for a long walk today. I had on new shoes (old ones wore out) which has resulted in my feet being sore by the time I got home. I had a bath when I got back to stop them feeling so sore. I’m comfy in my onesie nearly falling asleep now. I need… Read More Chilled weekend 🙂