I can’t and will not let this go.

I always try to be nice to people buts it’s a shame that they can’t do the same. I’m holding my tongue before I say something else that I definitely can’t come back from on good terms with other people. I know that it’s not good to stew other things in your head because it literally ends up stressing you out… however, I have a right to be upset. I’m the one that gets blocked out on social media. What the hell is that about? It’s definitely not the option that you have feelings for me so you want to avoid my existence judging from the last interactions between me and someone else. I do have feelings that I have tried to hide for months which is why it hurts me so much to be treated this way. What makes me so undeserving in comparison to everyone else who didn’t get blocked? I can’t and won’t drop any of this in my head so the other person needs to grow some balls and explain it to me, justify the cruelness that has kept me awake for months. And, don’t bother giving me all that professional boundaries bullshit because I know that you lot in certain professions pick and chose and use this clause as an excuse.