Please don’t say stuff behind my back.

I am capable of sticking up for myself. I can switch my mean side on despite being shy and introverted. I don’t want others fighting each other on my behalf. Certain things have kept me awake for a while so worrying that people are discussing me behind my back even if they’re saying stuff in support of me is going to keep me awake worrying even more. I am wanting stuff to be sorted but like I said before I cannot make anyone else talk to me. People will only stop being angry or upset about stuff if you keep a distance and stay quiet. That is what I’m doing right now. I have said what I had to say and that is my part done. I’m suffering not sleeping due to it. I can’t help that. It’s just one of those things if the other person doesn’t want to sort it out. It’s harming me as sleep deprivation builds up but I can’t do anything about that. It is what it is.