Real depression experience.

I woke up today feeling like complete crap. I’m not even depressed… well, I don’t feel depressed. I didn’t get much sleep so I’m very tired and feel sick. I probably feel like crap due to leading up to my period. I don’t know how that is going to be now that I’ve started taking iron tablets again. I’m not looking forward to it. I know how much of a nightmare it’s been in the past when I had to go on them. I have the other medication to stop that side effect but it doesn’t work sometimes. I woke up feeling like I’d rather be dead. I need proper sleep which I haven’t had for a very long time. I can’t function properly being tired. I don’t like being awake because it’s an effort fighting against constant tiredness. I only sleep a few hours at a time when I do manage to sleep. I am very pale. I literally looked like a ghost myself doing that haunted Hinckley series footage. I had my hair natural and it’s massive / wild, also due to the damp air it was frizzy by the time I had got back to my car.