Awake at a stupid hour.

I am still awake at a stupid hour. I should have been asleep hours ago. I read something and now I feel really bad for things I said and assumed. I totally misjudged my own intuition. It was telling me something but not what I thought. I now look like a horrible person. I now totally understand someone else’s reaction to stuff I said. I meant to be mean to them but I wouldn’t have said certain things if I’d have read the stuff I’ve just read about them before that occurred. This really has been one messed up misunderstanding that I don’t think I can fix. I can’t stop feeling awful for what I said. I was horrible on purpose but I got the wrong end of the stick. I wouldn’t mind if I didn’t like or respect the other person. I feel like a complete cow. I should have been more understanding.