Month: May 2023

I am in bed by 10.30 pm… I know it’s very early for me. I’m surprised I managed to actually stay awake. I had to get the neighbours cat out again. He strolled in earlier and started being aggressive. He’s very possessive over my cats toys. He got shooed out with the broom. I had…

The person supposed to be doing my car interior didn’t turn up. That is annoying when I have so much to do at home and I’ve only had an hours sleep. I didn’t have to get up early and the stuff at home could have been done. I wasted most of the day. I still…

I only had one hours sleep. I am tired but today has been a longer one than expected. The person supposed to be cleaning the interior of my car has got delayed so I have handed my mum the keys and money so I can go out to get stuff. I had it all planned…

I haven’t managed to sleep yet but my sleep pattern is completely screwed up. I don’t know if today’s plans are going to be affected by the rain yet. I’m hoping that it will stop before car interior clean. It’s not something that can be done when it’s either raining or there is too much…

I have completely gone nocturnal and it’s so frustrating. I feel like I’m being tortured, not even zopiclone knocks me out. I’m just worried constantly. I can’t help it. I feel like others hate me. I’m noticing more and more grey hairs sprouting. I swear my hormones are giving me a limited time to have…