I think lack of sleep is disconnecting my brain.

I have never disassociated this much before. Yes, I’m beyond tired. I didn’t sleep again last night. I’m only getting a few hours at the most sleep during the day at the moment. Even when I do sleep, I keep waking up. I don’t get any rest. I don’t see sunlight a lot. I can see the blue veins around my eyes I’m that pale. I feel far away and my brain is switching its functioning level down. I want to rest but that’s impossible barely being able to sleep.