I don’t even want to be awake today.

I hardly slept again… didn’t get to sleep until this morning and then woke up at lunchtime. I don’t feel well. I am tired and feel sick. I can’t see properly yet because my eyes are sore. I feel like I’ve been punched in the eyes. I can’t do this anymore. I’m not up and dressed yet. I can’t stay in bed all day. I have stuff to do. I know that I’m missing a nice day, I can see it through the curtains. I just want to go back to sleep though. I have no motivation. I don’t even feel like talking to people or even the cats today. I just want my own space. I need my own space. I’m barely sleeping and it’s getting way too much.