I don’t see why I have certain gifts.

This is not an April fool. This is a serious topic. Those of you who know me are aware I’m naturally intuitive and can easily connect with spirit (I’m not a medium because I’m not trained). I don’t see the point of that when others seem to just find me scary. I am aware that others who aren’t naturally tuned to everything find it unnerving… I did at first when I was growing up realising what I could do, knowing things that just popped into my head. That freaked me out. I thought that I was causing things to happen by thinking them when I was very young. Then I thought that I was evil because religion says that those who can do that stuff are created by the devil. If I’m meant to help people with it then that won’t happen if people don’t feel comfortable around me.