I’m not sure if I want to go back to my routine yet.

I have been asleep for a while, I’m still quite tired. I really want to go back to my original routine of going the gym and walking but I’m not sure that I can do it yet. I also know that I’ve been too inactive recently which has made me comfortable being that way. I can’t stay that way but it’s been nice to rest. I can’t keep hoping for communication from certain people before I push myself back out there. I have the worse scabs all over my back. I just picked one. I have them in my ears too so my body is still probably reacting to things. I’m sorry that I’m such a softie when it comes to being affected by stress. It doesn’t really make sense when you consider how much I sometimes fight back … you’d think that would make me tougher. I’m torn. Half of me really wants to go back to start my normal routine again. Maybe I should just start with a walk? I haven’t done anything properly for days. That would be a lot less stressful for my body than a gym session. I would then ease myself back into it rather than throwing myself back into it. I’m still very tired.