I have to let go or I will never sleep again.

I am still out at the moment. I’m very tired but I probably won’t be able to sleep again. I have no choice but to mentally let go of things because if I don’t then I just won’t be able to sleep again. No one wants to be decent toward me so I don’t want to suffer because of others anymore. I feel everything. I have to disconnect from others and the outcome of them returning.