Month: March 2023

  • People change…

    I will always have my autism diagnosis but it’s just a label. People change underneath at their base personality due to things they’ve been through. I have a rule now. When it comes to others, you do NOT touch the Em. I think of myself as a product not a person when it comes to…

  • I feel awful today.

    I woke up in a lot of pain. I’m not up yet because I’m comfortable in bed for a few more hours. The weather is crap anyway. It’s been raining for a few hours. I’m probably going to have this week off the gym to recover. I had to do that the other week because…

  • Home at last!

    I got home quite late. I wasn’t walking but I still felt like a block of ice now that it’s gone colder. I have a knee that always goes achy when the weather turns cold. It has been very irritating the last couple of days. I have got in the bath to thaw out because…

  • One of my worse fears.

    I watched Corrie tonight. I knew that the storyline was coming up but the fear is now unlocked in me again. I have a fear of being acid attacked. It has become more and more common over the last few years. There shouldn’t be anyone this awful walking around doing this… there are some dangerous…

  • I’m fed up with this shit.

    I’m trying to do my best with the sleep pattern that I have and regardless of how hard I try my mother is unsupportive and takes her anger out on me about things that I haven’t even had any control over nothing to do with me. I’ve done everything for years but the system has…