2018 mirroring circumstances is frightening me.

In 2018, the year started with my benefits being reviewed. The repeated numbers were constantly happening. They aren’t just mostly when I look at the clock now. The numbers are literally appearing everywhere. I’m now scared to actually be in my own home because of uninvited people knocking on my door who somehow knew the code to get in or got in via someone else. If they were police then 2018 may happen all over again. I am not the same person anymore. I don’t deserve any of that again. I want a peaceful life. I’m not wanting to harm anyone so please don’t cause me harm in any way. The anxiety todays occurrence has caused is harming me. I just want to be left in peace to live my life. I’ve left others in peace when they’ve asked me to go away. I’ve not caused any trouble and I don’t know any information about anything so please leave me be. I’m genuinely frightened because I don’t want to live my life from the year 2018 again. That was one of the worst years of my life.