Unemployment status bugs me.

I always have to officially describe myself as unemployed because I don’t get any money for the things that I do. I have more certificates than many people who have worked for years. In all honesty though, despite hating the fact that I’m officially unemployed… I’m scared to make that leap. I don’t have the support around me to do so. I know that I appear confident on here but I’m that’s a front. I never stop on a daily basis but I’m still not progressing with the actual status of employment. I took 3 days to put a load of clothes away in between other stuff but I finally managed to do it today. Jobs I hate get out off for a while. It’s taken me over a year to get rid of all those clothes. I’m going for a quick walk and then back for a gym session,