I don’t have any inner strength today.

I still haven’t got up yet. I really want to but I just can’t yet. I’m completely drained of energy. I need sleep but I have so much to do which is important. I can’t leave those things. The other half of my clothes need to be sorted and given to the cash for clothes thing. That place closes at 4, it’s 2 now so I won’t get them out today. I can sometimes get false energy if I feel that others cared about me. That isn’t a thing right now. I have no one that is anything to me in my life that I can really try hard to function for. I thought I had found someone who would push me to function (well, give me the energy) better on a daily basis until it all went wrong. They’re never coming back and I’m not ready to open myself up to anyone new yet.