I was feeling a lot better but then depression hit again. I don’t know why. I was getting up last week feeling positive and full of energy. This week I have gone back down again. I don’t let others normally affect me much now but I’m feeling quite hurt still and I haven’t been able to shake it off since that dream the other night that I can’t remember. I just feel so hurt by someone else’s actions toward me. It’s dragging me down regardless of how I try to ignore it. I don’t often say I wish that someone had never existed but that is how I feel. Of course I would like things to turn out ok in time but right now I’m hurt.