I most probably owe many people an apology for things I may have said or done over the last year since I took myself off of antidepressants. I think in reflection it was simply not a he right thing to do. I probably have been my old self over the last year not giving a shit what I said that may have upset others. I couldn’t see how I was until the last few days after the antidepressants started changing my thought patterns and taking down my sky high levels of anxiety. I was literally running on auto mode and refusing to acknowledge see that my determination to be medication free that things weren’t working. I was a stubborn idiot (everyone that has met me knows I’m naturally stubborn in personality anyway. The levels of anxiety was just much for me to function. It was crushing me and I was getting angry at everyone else.