I know certain things even if others don’t think that I know…

This may not read right because I haven’t eaten yet today as I got up and went straight out. I maybe slightly autistic but l use my intuitive part to fill the gap that I don’t have naturally due to that. I’m being kept awake because it bugs me. I’m quite sure that someone around that other person made sure she only saw the emails where I was saying the hurtful stuff because the way that they were was annoying me. There is definitely a 3rd party who has been fuelling the fire against me and I think I have figured it out who it is. I’m not prepared to fight over a person. We aren’t at school any more (however, around here that doesn’t seem to matter to some people). I’m someone who has been in those girl groups growing up and I remember how the weakest was always treated in a certain way and when they got told that they weren’t happy with that treatment it was well we no longer need you. It’s hard growing up as the shy one because people assume so much rather than just asking you because they see you as a non talker kind of person. Don’t get me started on jealousy. In both groups the leader type was a naturally overweight person. I was around 8 and a half stone in those days. Those girls would buy the others in our friendship group gifts but I never got one. They also used to bitch me behind my back at any opportunity. Eventually no one ended up speaking to me when I told them I didn’t like it. That is how awful girls can be in those kinds of dynamics. There is no way to be an independent thinker in those groups. You will be told to go as soon as they realised you’re some kind of threat. Anyway, I’m not going to do anything because I’m sure that sooner or later they’re going to trip up and give themselves away in this instance.