I have come to the conclusion that I am simply someone that people don’t naturally like. Apparently, this is due to the fact that I’m friendly and familiar quite quickly even to people I have only just met. That is seen as a red flag because people suspect you’re up to no good or have dodgy intentions. Why can’t I just be nice because that is who I am (most of the time)? Then there is the fact that I’m brutally honest and say exactly how I see something… may I quote a song here, do you want the truth or something beautiful? I always apologise if someone says I’ve offended them. I’m not a fake person. I cannot say the opposite to how I see it feel it. I feel that if I did that this would make me a shitty person. I’m very self protective of who I am as a person because of people I met in my past. I don’t want anyone to dislike me or look at me as a bitch but that seems to happen a lot.