Month: January 2023

  • Heartbroken again :(

    I half knew things wouldn’t work out because they never do. However, once they confirmed it I’m still heartbroken. I don’t even want to get up today after waking up to that. Yes, I said some hurtful things but that was due to feeling ignored. People don’t listen unless you’re mean. They just continue to…

  • Nap needed… not around for a while.

    The washing machine is here so I don’t have to worry about being awake for that now. I dropped off for about an hour before they delivered it. I still have a bad migraine so need to try to sleep it off (I took painkiller as well so hopefully it goes away soon). I’m still…

  • I can’t deal with much right now.

    I didn’t end up getting to sleep. I have a very bad migraine right now. I have already had people call me a crap activist because I’m not campaigning for pronouns and trans rights etc. I don’t feel that I’m able to do all parts of activism at the moment. I’m not feeling well enough.…

  • Late night thoughts: I should be asleep but alas my mind won’t shh.

    I should definitely be asleep by now because I have to be up early. I had a text telling me that the washing machine is coming between half 7 and half 11 am. I have alarm set for 6.30 am. I keep seeing repeated numbers again and it’s getting so annoying. I just don’t need…

  • I’m just fed up!

    I woke up feeling sick today. I haven’t eaten today yet because I’m trying to catch up with stuff and not back home from a walk yet. I can’t eat yet until I don’t feel sick anyway. I didn’t get up until about half 2 but didn’t sleep last night so literally only had a…