I know I’m being moody and a general grump right now but this is the reality of personality disorder (which I was given by how people treated me for my autism). If someone I liked ignores me and generally makes me feel like shit… I get an attitude and more pissed off about what life has done to me. The fact that I have to cope on my own with no support just makes me angry when people treat me coldly etc. Others don’t give a shit about how they make us feel, the impact their behaviour has on us. I literally had to cancel my plans until Thursday (which means I can’t sort out my washing machine sooner rather than later) because I wasn’t able to sleep due to how others behaviour has affected me. I slept a bit today but I probably won’t sleep tonight again. This is how it is… I don’t sugar coat… I merely explain it.