The weather is so cold!

I just got back in after walking about a bit to try to get monthly to settle down. It has now. It’s now completely opposite to what it was earlier. It’s like it was when I woke up today. I’m not taking any more multivitamins because even building my iron back up that way is causing the same side effects now. I am the one that has to deal with this so I’m not keen on risking this happening again. I don’t know how I’m going to get my iron levels back up but taking any form of supplements is just having side effects I don’t want or need. I’m not being uncooperative but this has been going on for a very long time and at this point I’m pretty pissed off. I know that it isn’t easy for solutions to be successful if someone keeps reacting to it. I would just appreciate an answer or a fix to my situation finally rather than going around in circles constantly. It has a huge impact on my life. I have to literally plan stuff around certain dates just in case. I don’t feel like I can make plans to go on holiday etc even if I was the type to go on them. I can’t consistently work like this either. If I got a job by some fluke I would probably be told to leave after the first few months of having days where I either have to go home or not go in at all because it’s like it was earlier. Even self employed I couldn’t afford to cancel work at the last minute because it’s decided to kick off. This whole situation is also keeping me firmly in one place rather than moving forward in life. It may be a symptom of something else that they haven’t even checked. Yes they’ve given me ultrasounds which showed nothing in that area but hormones can be knocked out of balance by other parts of your body. They haven’t bothered to check anything else. I’ve had blood levels checked which have occasionally come up with some little off findings but still no concluding decisive this is what is causing the issue so that it can be finally treated. Those with endometriosis spend years being diagnosed, a lot of them have had ultrasounds which came up with nothing. Those clots definitively have lining in them, only tiny bits but it’s still noticeable. I hope that I don’t have that because it’s a nightmare to live with and the states get worse as time goes by. I just want to have an answer even if it’s a lifelong struggle that I have no choice but to deal with, at least I know that I’m stuck with it then and it has a name. Anyway, moan is now over. I’m bathed, dressed in my pjs and feeling so much more comfortable than earlier.

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