It is disheartening.

I do want to move but everyone is kind of ‘stuck’ where they are right now because of how things are in this country. It’s disheartening because I need to move for mental health reasons rather than just a want. I know that it’s not going to be easy. It’s just very depressing when I have conversations with others saying I’m better off staying where I am. Yes, maybe financially but mentally I never will settle in the area where I was born and grew up. That is just a thing ok. I never wanted to come back when I did. I just don’t belong here.