I have got to the point where I’m just not satisfied with the life that was chosen for me. It didn’t occur to me until I grew up and started looking at things properly. I was put on benefits by a social worker filling out a form when I was a teenager. I was never taught how to work. I was just conditioned to live off of handouts. That doesn’t result in life changing. It stays the same and that isn’t what I want. Once you’ve been conditioned to live off benefits you can’t easily get off them because you’ll lose all the assistance for rent etc. I wouldn’t know how to work because no one ever taught me. I don’t have a clue but I want so much more than I will ever have on benefits.