I can really feel how little I’ve actually slept. If I had a choice I wouldn’t go because I feel terrible. I’m also never going to be able to eat that amount of food. I find it hard to eat tiny amounts now. The whole of my skin has gone dry and some of it is now scabby. I can’t sleep any longer because I have to get up to take someone else to where I’m going for Christmas. I wish that they would just give other person a lift to theirs and leave me out of it today.