F Christmas spirit!

I have really tried to hold back my annoyance but I can’t now. Where is my Christmas spirit? Life took it! I’m living in a mess trying to make it look better on only 2 hours sleep before I have to go out and be a taxi service. I live in a mess because I cannot function. I’m supposed to have got support for that part of my disability for years but I’ve not so had to struggle on. I can’t do that forever. I don’t want to be stuck on that 117 section aftercare thing because despite being in it for many years I can’t access support through it. I can’t get the appropriate support through that clause. I’m surrounded by a mess that I cannot stand… so f the Christmas spirit!