I’m struggling :(

I have a very sore knee now that I got to burbage. I’m very tired too because I haven’t slept much and then I got told off for walking mud into my mums house. I really don’t care I just want a rest and prepare myself to spend all that money to get car back later. I just want to go back home to bed. I didn’t want any this today. I feel like no one cares either. I know that I act like the ice queen on here but I can be quite soft in various conversations or communications. Others aren’t allowed to give that away though. I have to act harder and unapproachable because I’m the past others have taken advantage. I promise that I’m very warm and friendly if you approach me directly. Apparently, my car is already done so at least I can get home and rest soon.