I feel really awful :(

I need to go out for a few bits but as it’s Saturday and nearly Christmas… it’s going to be busy out there. Seeing that I haven’t left my home or seen daylight in a few days, I have to get dressed and go out today. I had a few hours sleep when my knee finally allowed that to happen. I was in a lot of pain this morning so found it hard to fall asleep. I took painkillers but it wasn’t touching it. It was so nice when I first woke up because I couldn’t feel any pain in my leg. I can now feel it again after laying here awake for a while. I feel so awful from not much sleep and my painful leg combined. I wish that life would be kinder to me sometimes.