While I’m awake… I just want to say this…

Unlike my cat next to me, I can’t sleep again yet. I just want to make it clear to anyone who has ever been cold toward me and made me lay awake wondering what it is about myself that is so rejectable. I’m now sleeping nearly like normal because I sent that energy back to the people who treated me like crap. They deserve that lack of sleep and to lay awake the entirety of a night feeling so insignificant. I have absolutely no sympathy… I put so much effort into trying to build friendships etc but got nothing back. I was never the problem. I put the effort into the situation but got absolutely nothing back. The fact that people treated me like nothing, blanked me, acted really cold toward me is going to ping back at them. I’m naturally linked to all the spiritual stuff so I can push the energies in certain directions to basically direct karma. I didn’t know how to do it when younger but now I seem to be able to do it effortlessly. So, those of you who have been cold or negative to me in any way… I hope you enjoy the sleepless nights full of utter despair that your behaviour caused me. Maybe then you’ll see the damage you inflicted upon me when I couldn’t send it back and had to just sit with it. I’m a caring person but I will not put up with that kind of behaviour. Enjoy the effects of your cold hearted ways because they’re coming back in your direction. I’m doing it to teach others how it felt for me, not to punish them.

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