I don’t see myself getting up today.

I didn’t get to sleep until this morning so literally only had a few hours. I have gained a bit of weight back but I can’t use my knee too much in the freezing cold weather. Both my knee and finger is extremely swollen. I’m bloated until monthly decides to make an appearance. Two days late now. It’s probably going to change its dates by a week again. That has happened a few times over the last few years. Meanwhile, I’m a hormonal fluid filled mess. I’m that tired I can barely get out of bed to go toilet without it feeling too much. I can see that I look a mess and so is my surroundings but my head is like … nope. If I sleep for a few more hours I might feel like getting up.

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